Her
name is Nadia. She is from a Bedouin background but beautiful
with eyes piercing in the sky as if rocket has touched the
parameter of outside of the earth. She is one educate and
has command of three languages all together. Arabic, English
and French. And economic status is remarkably comfortable.
In a sense she had a lavishing existence. And this lavishing
existence it was in her life basically in the west whereas
her birth place it was confined to minimum requirements of
lavishing existence. Yet she was at first living in the orbit
of make belief fantasies.
However
she is a believer or a true believer and make belief in dreams.
Yet ever since she read the novel of Lawrence of Arabia she
was ever daydreaming of meeting her would be lover imagining
from the mirage of the desert where she used to live and her
family in Jordan. And she waited throughout her life what
is to occur.
The
idea a new Bedouin that such as a horse rider with blue eyes
and white complexion will never surface in the desert of her
domain. And she knew before hand there was no harm than here
in daydreaming. She waited near over here at this trip or
rather fantasy did not happen at all. And once upon a time
a hero came out of this daydream he was more welcoming than
she ever felt and he embraced her tenderly. Such an embrace
though it was a daydream it lasted for hours upon hours while
she was enjoying a period of daydreaming here. Then she shivered
her looks in talking about only and above all about her hero
here and from that time she felt an energy that made her very
ecstatic and enjoying her time she spent that whatever was
in her heart above all, he was a personal hero here. He came
several times to the same point with the make belief dream
of a hero of whom she can enjoy his company above all. And
this repeated period of atheism revenge in coming without
further notice. A certain occurrence of pleasure that nobody
could notice her or even punish her for whatever she was indulged
in.
DR.HASHIM
S.H. BEHBEHANI
| 
