She
was young and attractive and for that reason, she was continuously
flanked with many personalities, who became a part of her
life, a life that was to be. It was for this reason that she
kept a low profile during her many gatherings and meetings
held here and there. Furthermore, she kept her presence well
noticed by others. This led her to be eclectic in her choices
of those special few, with whom she had a desire to meet and
have the chance to share a long conversation with.
However, her outer behaviour was secretly covered with human
strength and austerity, which was a voluntary concern in her
life. Her acquaintances used to refer to her as the woman
for all the seasons. The simple reason for this, was her skill
of transforming herself into the best available presence,
which the other person would hope other. There were those
who wanted to see her sunny and happy demeanour, yet others
who felt threatened by this and preferred instead for her
to be calm and cold. It was in that manner that she continued
her existence as a human being in a happy and self-contented
way.
But then there was a question of 'Not to Be' involved, which
she often faced, over and over again until she became so very
tired of the whole matter before her. The conflicting theory
of whether or not she should tackle a certain issue and whether
to think or not to think about the issue of concern was more
troubling than she could have hoped. It was more about whether
she could or could not face the ultimate decision in her life
and to fathom all the impending queries that faced her from
time to time.
In one sense or another, she was actually, in reality, encountering
such difficulties in human thoughts but at the same time,
she was forever telling herself to neglect the whole issue
all together. Nevertheless, she was able to pause on all the
difficult and various theories that had troubled her mind
and which used to annoy her from time to time.
To conclude, although she did have the ability to overcome
this trampling mind of hers and within given time may have
learned to accept it; she eventually came to an age whereby
she viewed everything in her life as being meaningless. And
this perspective would no doubt remain, as long as she continued
to face the troubling issue and conflict of To Be or Not To
Be.