She
always talked about her lover who stayed away from her in
both distance and body. But she always thought of him as a
lover who was all his life to be besides her in her ups and
downs. And for this matter she kept her memory an everlasting
affair in her life. Specially when she talked about him as
tender companion to her and to her both daydreams and night
dreams. He was there all her life. Actually he was never absent
from her mind and she enjoyed thinking of him in love affair,
which has a blessing to beautify her life. The times and moments
she adored beyond any imagination can a person think of.
It
seems that she was living on hope that never ends from here
and there. And this hope kept the memory of her lover to be
ever present in her life every time she wanted to be involved
in. in any case it was only a thought that is passing through
her mind. And she enjoyed it beyond recognition here. And
this thought gave her a reason to continue in existing and
that reason by itself was either for her but then she has
to be attached to him bodily. This gesture of a human attachment
it is in a sense a very natural outcome of love. And it could
be thought of likewise to be a long lasting memory whether
he was besides her or next to her body and she enjoyed this
thought beyond recognition. In a direct sense to her the thought
was real and it could not be otherwise because it is passing
her so what's the sense of her thinking of her lover? She
always heard of him to be a tender companion to both her thoughts
and her soul. These two factors put together does give then
inclination that some future event could occur on a love affair
that is bound to remain all her life with this her lover who
is absent. Yet memories have a special affair to be realistic
beyond anybody's imagination and while passing of time while
she was waiting for her lover her dreams became true and he
surfaced gently to be besides her and from there on they lived
together happily.
DR.HASHIM
S.H. BEHBEHANI
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